My dear,
Although my notebook is full of work notes regarding this chapter, it is a bit difficult for me to write here... I was used to writing on my phone, itโs been a long time since I last wrote with two hands... with more than just one finger, but Iโm starting to adapt.
I also have another problem: I need to ease myself into the subject. It is not an easy subject, and the approach will be completely different from anything I know anyone else has ever used to tackle this topic โ at least from the perspective that I am taking. I will be forced to invent new words, but you know this is not the first time I have done this... you have grown used to it and you understand, and that is all that matters to me. I will try to write as simply as possible, because priceless treasures are found within the simplest things.
In this chapter, as I have told you before, I want to address the โAlphaโ moment of the Universe... but for this, I must bring into discussion what existed before any
I begin with the statement, โIn the beginning was
I rephrase: โWhen nothing existed โ neither time nor space โ there was
You would probably ask me: What is the Love to which you refer?
First, I define Love to be an
At one point, Love had
This thing,
Before creating, when nothing else existed yet, the Institution of Love was somewhat obliged to run certain scenario simulations โ within herself Itself โ to see the best options and, eventually, the dangers that might arise as a result of the creative act. Being Atemporal and implicitly All-Knowing, Love saw everything (the entire history of creation, in all possible variations) before any beginning. She saw the most suitable situations and the adjustments necessary for a perfect and endless creation in which the conditions of relationship based on love were to be fulfilled efficiently.
It was established that for an optimal relationship, two principles are necessary: free will and a Law to regulate relationships. In addition to this, it was established that for the good of the
Only when everything was well organized did action begin: โIn the beginning, Love created the Heavens and the โEarthโ; the โEarthโ was formless and void.โ This statement does not say everything... I could assert that it says too little, and this too little is due to the fact that people have put far too many extra words.
I rephrase this statement about the beginning to give it more meaning: In the beginning โ when space, time, and matter appeared from where they were not โ Love made the Citadel and the โvillageโ; the โvillageโ was formless and void.
Not even this statement says much more than the initial one, but from it, we extract all we can, adding the context presented above: before any other being existed in the Universe, the Institution of Love created the Heavens, these Heavens have the meaning of a
The first beings created were the cherubim. Heaven, the Citadel built by
Bea,
All day long I have been divided... with my head and hands at work; with my heart and thoughts on you and on what I have to write... yesterday I had my first serious progress with the writing... today I have the continuation within a multitude of ideas in my head...
I wanted to thank you once again for the way you taught me to fly... without you I could not have explored the heights to which thought carries me to write.
I understand that the stars wanted things to be this way with us.
And I also understand that they will perform miracles for us... soon. :)
I love you... endlessly! โ love is from the stars... pink tomorrow, gray today...
Bea...
When you stand before the idea of atemporality... you are at the edge... you can lose your mind... looking at history through atemporality, all of a sudden what used to be a river โ a source at one end, a delta (loss into the sea) at the other โ becomes a lake... something static... a mass of waters... we see history as a river... Love sees... a lake.
My love... If my thoughts were with another now, I would have reasons to feel guilty for thinking of you less.
These days, the stars (my heart and thoughts) have taken me through places where I have never been before... beautifully.
When I finish writing the book, you will know what it is all about.
Though thinking of you less... I love you more.
At the moment the Institution of Love began the creative act, she was โobligedโ to renounce โ or to adjust โ a few attributes that intersected with matter, space, and time. Although she has them at hand, Love chooses not to access them.
To relate with the beings that were to live out their existence in time, Love โrenouncedโ Atemporality; to relate with the beings that were to live out their existence in space, Love โrenouncedโ Omnipresent; to relate with the beings that were to live out their existence in sociability, intimacy, relationship, and developing knowledge, Love โrenouncedโ All-Knowingness... and it was only the beginning of the โrenunciation.โ
The Heavens, the Citadel โ along with everything within it necessary for the proper development of the beings that were to be created โ and the โEarthโ (the one formless and void) were created in six
The Citadel was four-sided, surrounded by a great and high wall, and its sides were equal in length, as well as in height. At half the height of its walls, the Citadel had twelve gates, three on each side. It was a cube, and when the gates were lowered, it seemed to have wings. The foundations of its gates were made of precious stones, each foundation being made of a single, unique piece. The twelve foundations formed the base of the
In the middle of the Citadel was a
From under the Throne of Love โ the Place of the Shekinah โ emerged a river of the
Aceastฤ apฤ a Iubirii s-a rฤspรขndit รฎn
After the Citadel was filled with water, not in the sense of a flood, but in the sense of a watered garden, the water of life, through the twelve gates of the Citadel and through the channels previously constructed for it, began to overflow outside the Citadel like rain in all directions.
It is time to tell you what was with the initial โEarth,โ the one โformless and void.โ The โEarthโ โ the โvillageโ built near the Citadel โ had only one role at that time: it was an external reference point for the
On the
My dear,
Face of stars upon the sky of my soul...
Accidentally, last night I saw you singing; in an instant, you snatched me away to you... beautifully.
Beautifully... you melt me with longing!
You give me wings to write. Whatever I do... lately at work I even do foolish things... whatever I do, among other thoughts of โAlphaโ, my heart flies to you... my head is in the clouds... the clouds of my love for you... the clouds of the stars.
When I write... and when I do not write... moment by moment I love you!
I almost forgot... your face is heavenly!
Thank you! โ to the stars and to you!
I smile toward them, I smile toward you!
My dear, it becomes a bit complicated to write what I have seen in the stars... I will strive, with my thoughts on the stars and my thoughts on you.
On the first day
The cherubim were created mature, at a youth in its high noon. Each was unique, just as Love was unique in relation to them; they were beings capable of relationship, intelligent, each with abilities open to unlimited development. In heart they were children, they had a pure heart, they were like
In the first moments, like a newborn baby, they saw before their eyes a Light full of brilliance. It was Love before them, seated upon a
In the very same instant, the cherubim all cried out as if in a voice of song: โHoly, Holy, Holy is the One-who-Was, the One-who-Is, the One-who-Comes!โ Their song was like a photosynthesis reaction from the heart, as natural as the fragrance of a flower... they were still repeating it when, from the
The cry in song of the cherubim was like an explosion of sound and vibration that scattered and carried upon its waves the warm clouds of the water of life from the Mountain and from around the Citadel into the empty and endless space... space where the Universe was to be built.
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My dear, now comes the harder part, in which I will try to explain to you the special properties of the
The first purpose for which the cherubim were created was relationship. It was the dream of Love to create beings with whom to relate and who, in their turn, would relate among themselves. Although the relationship within the Institution of Love was sufficient and other beings were unnecessary to
The second purpose for which the cherubim were created concerned the Universe, its creation. Love could have created the Universe in an instant, out of nothing. She chose, however, another option: the cherubim. The cherubim were created as agents of construction, development, and maintenance of the Universe. It is said about Love that โshe speaks and it is done,โ and many have misunderstood. When you say about a composer that he โcomposes and it is performed,โ you can understand either that he composes and he himself performs, or you can understand that he composes and performs at the same time. Things change when you detail the information in the following way: โThe composer has an orchestra; he composes and it is performed.โ Now it can be understood that the orchestra is the one performing, and it is possible that he is the conductor. In this context, the statement โshe speaks and it is doneโ gains full meaning in the words: โshe speaks and it is done; she commands, and what she commands comes into being.โ
The cherubim were created from the
Unlike us โ who are material beings โ the cherubim are amaterial (ฮฑ-material) beings; we are โspectralโ โ with bodies made of dust, they are aspectral (ฮฑ-spectral). In the Universe, there are two categories of elements: physical โsubstancesโ in various states of matter and non-physical substances or asubstances
There is a major difference between humans (material beings) and the cherubim (amaterial beings): it concerns the โfrequencyโ in which one operates. We are incapable, from an empirical standpoint, of perceiving beyond the material. The world perceived by us is like a static image (โjpgโ); by contrast, the world perceived by the cherubim is more, it is a โdynamic imageโ (โgifโ) made of two frames. In our โfrequency,โ we can operate only within the material framework; on the other hand, the cherubim can operate in both frames, both in the material and in the amaterial (ฮฑ-material) one. For us, the result of adding 1 + 1 is always 2; for the cherubim, it can also be 0 (zero). For us, HโO is always water; for them, it can also be nothing. For us, the constants of matter (โsubstancesโ) and the constants of the world (e.g., the value of ฯ) are fixed; conversely, for them, they are relative.
From this perspective, if the Universe were music, we would only be capable of perceiving its sound; the pauses would be beyond our ability to hear them. We operate with the perceptible, whereas they can operate with our imperceptible as well. For us, a minute has 60 seconds, a centimeter has 10 millimeters; these are values conventionally established through observation, they are fixed values; for them, it is not so. On the contrary, it is within their maintenance obligation to oversee and maintain the constants at the values they are; it is their responsibility to sustain the Universe.
Each material (chemical) element is like a password-protected archived folder (โzipโ). They know the password to each material element; they can unzip it, recombine it with other files from another archive, and then re-archive it with a password. They can do this as easily as the florist takes a bouquet of flowers or several, undoes them, recombines them, and makes another bouquet of flowers.
There is an important aspect regarding the asubstances (ฮฑ-substances) that lie at the origin of the Universe. They are aspectral (ฮฑ-spectral) and amaterial (ฮฑ-material), impossible to perceive empirically; they are: love, joy, peace, faith, hope, kindness, faithfulness... they are asubstances (ฮฑ-substances) perceived (only) by the heart; the heart can change the value of time, space, and matter... it can contract or dilate them... โif you had faith (ฮฑ-substance) as small as a mustard seed (quantity), you would say to this mountain (matter), โMove from here to there,โ and it would move.โ
The cherubim are amaterial (ฮฑ-material) beings with the possibility (responsibility) to process the material. There is no โsubstanceโ (material) in the Universe that does not also contain asubstance (ฮฑ-substance). Through the amaterial (ฮฑ-material) the material is processed... the Universe, like love, is warm, and in some areas much too warm... but cold exists only as an exception; for today there is an exception... I will explain it to you more extensively later on.
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I return to the moment of the cherubimโs first day...
The moment Love rose from the
The first week was for school and adaptation. They learned to play instruments, they learned about matter and ฮฑ-matter, and the way to manage them. Many friendships were forged. It can be said that the first six days passed quickly for them. Then came the first sunset at the beginning of the
The cherubim noticed that the colors of the glory of the Three were in a different order each Sabbat. Later they understood that the government of the Institution of Love was by rotation at each
At the beginning, this synchronized thought was a curiosity among the cherubim. Some tested Them with questions when they met Them one by one in the
Not all questions received an answer; to some questions, the reply was: โYou do not understand now, but with the passage of time, you yourself will understand the answer to this question.โ... and after a while, it was exactly so.
During the first seven Heavenly years (of the
In each seventh year was the Feast of the Beginning... in this
The habitable planets and the astral systems in which they were located required more attention. They were constructed under the direct supervision of One of the Three; usually, the One-who-Was held this responsibility.
When the first planetaries appeared, there was great joy within Love and within the extended family of
After the celebration, a large part of the cherubim returned to the
My precious,
I woke up with my thoughts on you... beautifully. I did not wake up just now, but now I thought of writing to you. I have told you before: thinking of you is like a symphony of love, seconded by a fireworks display within my soul. I do not know why... just kidding; I know, and you know too.
If it were up to me, I would permanently stay in this state of thinking of you, but I must also step out of it, so I can come here and give you a little bit of it, through writing. Unfortunately, writing can only give you the melodic line of the symphony and just a single spark from the fireworks display... probably the words I love you! can give you more.
Day... just as you are... gorgeous!
It was โ it is and it will be โ a Sabbat every
Each Sabbat was unique. When Love sat upon the
In the Citadel there was no night, Love was its light. And when the Three were not upon the
The Throne of Love was in the shape of a half-circle, always facing the โEarthโ โ the โmoonโ upon which the colors of the Citadel were projected in light. The place where the One-who-Was
The river of existence emerged from under the
The main rivers were united by smaller rivers and streams, forming a network of waters and of trees of life of all shapes and sizes, making the Citadel an immense Garden full of a living greenery, full of trees and flowers. There were all kinds of birds and animals in the
The Citadel was on multiple levels, yet at each level there were rivers and streams, trees of life and flowers. Back then, not even the notion of โdyingโ existed; the Citadel was a complex system of endless life, it was the home of the cherubim and the place where the existence of everything that is alive began.
On
My dear, I want to tell you a few more things about the
Although the Citadel rotated, the Mountain and the Throne did not turn. The Mountain and the Throne always faced the โEarth.โ When the Three stepped upon the lake around the
Seven rotations โ in relation to its axis โ of the Citadel were
In the Sabbatical years was the Feast of the Beginning, the commemoration of the day of โbirthโ of the cherubim. It was a celebration of
In the Jubilee years was the Feast of the Renewal; it was celebrated in the Citadel in the last week of each month of this
The Feast of the Renewal lasted for one
The years passed...
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The years passed, the first Jubilee had also passed, and the first jubilee world had been inaugurated. The Universe was developing warm, beautiful, perfect, and harmonious. It was a purple year when some of the cherubim noticed the Face of the One-who-Is projected upon the โEarth.โ It appeared that, under special atmospheric conditions, not only the glory from the Throne was projected upon the โEarth,โ but sometimes even the Countenance of the One-who-Is was projected upon the โEarth.โ Not all cherubim saw it, but this phenomenon became a curiosity among them. It is said that it only projected during
Meanwhile, one of the cherubim stood out in an exceptional way. He was known, admired, and appreciated by everyone. He had become the wisest and the most capable of assimilating the attributes of
With the passage of time, he had become the main leader of praise and glory toward the
He had become a sort of older brother, and everyone admired and loved him in a very special way. A cherub challenged him, saying that other cherubim, during
More and more, he approached the Purple One with all kinds of questions regarding the โEarth,โ and, after much persistence, he found out that the plan of Love is to make the โEarthโ a jubilee world, planet number one hundred. This cherub liked the idea and, for a time, forgot about his obsession regarding the Face of the Purple One projected upon the โEarth.โ
At that time, this cherub was more involved with Sabbat responsibilities, with worship; he composed a great deal and liked for the Sabbats to bear his footprint as much as possible. Usually, lots were drawn for what was to be sung during the Sabbat, but with the passage of time, he slipped only his own compositions into the worship. He was not breaking any law, he was guilty of nothing; โon the contraryโ โ he told himself โ โthe command says to love Love with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength.โ
After a while, the idea slipped into his mind that he too would like to be a protector of a world โ and what world would be more suitable for him than the โEarthโ? He thought that he could, during
He loved Love sincerely, he was unstoppable in any task he received, but after the Jubilee passed, he requested to spend more time within the
One day, he sought out the Purple One, who had become his favorite, and told Him that he had thought a great deal and wanted to be the guardian cherub of the โEarthโ; that he had thought it over and that, with a team of cherubim chosen by him, he would be able to divide the two responsibilities, the one at the Throne and the one as protector of the โEarth.โ The Purple One initially told him that it was not possible, that the administrative laws required the division of tasks to be done by drawing lots, and that it was still early: the construction of the โEarthโ as a habitable planet had not yet been included in any
But Luciferโs mind was churning new ideas in his head, which he had never thought of until then, but which seemed interesting to him. He did not speak to anyone about them... for a time, not even to himself. They were ideas at the edge of the Law. He loved
The cherubim could do anything; they were semi-omnipotent. They knew that Love is Omnipotent, although they had never seen her in action. They knew that their existence was a creative act of Omnipotence. During one
The omnipotence of Love was also found in the inability of the cherubim to give life to created beings. They could do anything. From stars to other stars, from one element to another element, they could combine astral systems, they could influence and guide galaxies, they were magicians in the microcosmos and macrocosmos with great ease; juggling with matter was a game to them... up to a point:
More than half of the distance toward the second Jubilee had passed. There were twenty-some years left until the next
He had to come with a proposal... โafter all, there was freedom of expression.โ Until then, no one had wondered what happens if the Law of Love is broken. Love was something natural for them, as breathing is for us. The concept of death was not known, because in the Universe nothing died; in most cases, it transformed. He spoke to no one, but inside his head, ideas were spinning at the speed of light. He knew that his problem was the Law of Love, that within its stipulations regarding love in relationship with the
He found an innovative solution โ โan unbeatable argument,โ he said โ, โimpossible not to be accepted by everyone, including
His solution was logical, apparently in harmony with the Law of Love. The idea in theory was simple, without affecting anyoneโs ฮฑ-asubstance, and everyone (in theory) was fulfilled: โthe cherubim continued to worship
Lucifer was in a hurry... he had to present his revolutionary ideas as quickly as possible. He thought to himself that โworship needs time until it takes effect,โ so that, at the next
At the first opportunity, during one
โWait a moment!โ โ he told them. Continuing, he told them to listen to him until the end. He told them that his proposal did not affect
The cherubim, upon hearing the words concerning the Holy One, were ready to sing: โHoly, Holy, Holy...โ But the One-who-Was, the One-who-Is, the One-who-Comes said: โWait a moment!โ, and to Lucifer He said: โYou do not know what you are asking! The Law of Love cannot be changed! You are insinuating that the Law was intentionally given to My advantage, that if things were otherwise, you would no longer be just a cherub... you yourself would be living water and could be in My place.โ
Love could not hide Luciferโs intentions because, just as she is Life, she is also Truth. But even with his plans and lie unmasked, Lucifer managed, in a short time, to bring doubt regarding Love into the hearts of a great multitude of cherubim. Heaven was divided in two โ those who had poisoned themselves from Luciferโs insinuations and those who had not โ because Lucifer had now gone with his plan (and with his lie) from cherub to cherub, accusing that the Law of Love stipulates nowhere the duties of Love toward the cherubim; that it is a Law that favors Loveโs abuse of authority; that the Three love only among Themselves and that Their love is not practical, for everything that exists is the fruit of their work, the fruit of the cherubimโs work.
During all this time, within Lucifer developed ฮฑ-substances unknown to him until then, because he had given up on worship. The Law of the Sabbat provided that, for objective reasons, the cherubim could be absent from the Mountain for a maximum of six
It was clear to Love that a transformation had appeared in Lucifer... his heart had darkened, and the glory he had possessed since the first day he was made had vanished. With effort he still shone, but it was no longer that original naturalness. Sin was within him, he himself had become
Lucifer told those affected, taken under his protective wings, not to fear, because these effects are only an intermediate phase. In the meantime, they had begun to worship one another, hoping to transition from white glory into something else... they were hoping for scarlet, purple, blue... but they were heading toward... nothingness... that original nothingness from which they were initially created... more precisely: nonexistence!
The sad news about Lucifer (and his own) reached the Throne and soon spread throughout the entire Universe. For the first time, sadness was known... in antithesis to the initial universal joy.
An emergency council was held. The Three were upon the Throne โ sad for the first time; there were the cherubim, there were the planetaries โ the sons of the planets (โthe kings,โ the firstborn of the populated worlds)... Lucifer and his deceived ones were not present, because it was now impossible for them to stand in the presence of the
The Sabbat had begun. Around the
Love told them that, before any beginning, when there was neither matter, nor space, nor time, when there was nothing, she had a dream of a Universe full of life, love, and harmony. She told them that then, in those timeless moments, she ran all possible simulations and, in every version of history, she saw that the reason for their current sadness could not be avoided; that back then, an Emergency Plan was made, which provided the necessary steps for salvation from this crisis that has now appeared. She further told them that the reason why Lucifer and his brothers are not present is that within them sin was found, a lack of glory, and that they are condemned by the Law of Love to
The One-who-Is continued, saying that there is an incompatibility between the glory of Love and
The entire Sabbat was spent speaking about the Plan of Salvation and what it implied. Some measures appeared to be extreme. They were assured that it is a Plan made in eternity and that the most efficient course of history was chosen, with as few losses as possible. โLosses there will be... but there will also be recovery; and within the Feast of the Renewal, elements provided for in the Recovery Plan have been inserted.โ
The first extreme measure was the division of the Shekinah into three: the Blue Shekinah, the Scarlet Shekinah, and the Purple Shekinah. In this regard, four cherubim (seraphim) were raised to the โrankโ of living creatures. Their purpose was to accompany Two of the Three throughout the entire period in which the Emergency Plan was carried out. The Blue Shekinah was installed on the plateau of the
My dear, precious angel...
This morning I awoke early, it is still dark. Outside, once more, all is white, it has snowed all night long.
In my heart, however, it has not snowed, neither is there night... because of you. You are my sun... light and warmth, you are to me an endless spring.
I only wanted you to know... yet I know that you know.
Serene you are! โ anywhere within the universe of my soul.
The discussions continued upon the Mountain until the following
โEarthโ had ceased for a time its purpose of being a marker for time. Meanwhile, other methods of measuring time had been developed; even the cherubim had developed within themselves a rhythm of an inward clock. Meanwhile, stars had been built, and one of them was eclipsed by โEarthโ at noon. Under these โatmosphericโ conditions some cherubim saw, during the
Normally, the preparation of a habitable planet by the One-who-Was lasted approximately
I return to the moment before the Citadel ceased its motion of rotation around its axis and to the decisions that were taken there at that time. Shekinah had been divided into three. The Blue Shekinah, formed of a cherub (a โliving creatureโ), the Blue One and another โliving creatureโ (cherub), remained upon the
Because lawlessness (guilt) had been found in Lucifer and his cherubim, and because the presence of the One-who-Is was holy, reacting in a natural manner as a consuming fire to sin (guilt), certain protective decisions were taken upon the Mountain in view of recovering as many of the โex-cherubimโ as possible; for thus were named those found with
For their recovery, the Purple One had to make Himself as a Cherub; thus, His presence would not endanger the existence of Lucifer and the ex-cherubim. Lucifer was himself an ex-cherub. For their recovery, the Purple One-who-Is made Himself an Archangel and received the name of Miha-El. He did not cease to be the One-who-Is
Initially, the Purple Shekinah established its Throne within the
When Lucifer presented โ years ago โ his โrevolutionaryโ ideas, he demanded that the planetaries also be questioned regarding his solution brought forward with respect to worship. Then, the planetaries refused Luciferโs claims and recognized the Shekinah of the One-who-Was, the One-who-Is, the One-who-Comes as the only one destined by Law and creation for worship. Since then, Lucifer resolutely directed his gaze toward โEarthโ as being his only chance.
Now, in the presence of the only accessible Shekinah โ the Purple Shekinah, the Archangel Shekinah โ, seeing himself banished from the
The thought that the One-who-Is was willing to die for them upon an altar upon โEarthโ produced a new spark of life among many of the ex-cherubim. It was clearly seen that the intentions of the Purple One are serious; the proof was the very fact that He had made Himself as one of them, a Cherub. The Purple Shekinah
Lucifer became enraged even unto fury because of the loss suffered: nearly half of his ex-cherubim had turned their backs on him, directing their faces toward the Archangel, โa Cherub just like him, yet one who contributed nothing to the construction of the Universe, but only gave tasks and commandments in the capacity of being
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It is not known what kind of year it might have been when the war began within the
The war lasted a few
The Purple Temple and the Citadel were rebuilt, yet they bore the scars of the war. The place of the
For a time, the ex-cherubim and ex-Lucifer were without a